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Malice In Wonderland
9 October 1988
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My name is Emily. I love my friends and most of my family (yes, most). I hate racists, homophobes, and attention whores. I consider chain smoking to be a good pastime. I have a sneaker fetish. I'm a hopeless romantic. I try to keep things organized (not that it works). I want someone to love me for me. I'm shy around new people but once I get to know you, I'm loud and I don't shut the fuck up. I hate guys who can't talk to me and tell me how they're feeling (or that they fucked someone else). I am not good at talking to guys until I'm comfortable around them (which takes forever), so someone has to be straightforward, right? I'm a sucker for sweet talkers, and sometimes I can be pretty naive about what guys tell me but I think with what I've been through I'm getting better with that. Everyone calls me an emo kid and I'm cool with that. If I love someone I love them completely and when I'm in a relationship I give it my all and I expect the same in return. I don't want to hear people preach to me about their religion or their political views. I guess I consider myself an agnostic, because I guess there could be some higher power, but whatever its not something I care to have a conversation about really. I voted for Obama, and thats the first time I've ever voted. I don't have strong political opinions or views and I don't like debating. I think gay marriage should be legal, I think abortion should be legal and I think health care should be cheaper or free, and thats about it, so don't talk to me or argue with me about your bullshit, I really don't give a fuck. I love hanging out until the sun comes up. The sun hates me as much as I hate it. I love night time. I wish I could dance like no one's watching. I'm fairly good at spelling and I hate when people can't spell. It's really a pet peeve. I guess I could be considered bisexual because I'm attracted to girls and boys, but I wouldn't be able to date a girl. Weird, I know. Sometimes I think I was born in the wrong decade, because I appreciate older music so much more than a lot of dumbass kids my age. It makes me want to puke when I talk to some kids my age and they haven't heard some of the amazing classic rock their parents have listened to. But then again, I like a lot of new music too, so its alright. I have really bad insomnia. I sometimes wish I was Asian, because they have the exact hair that I want, and they're so pretty. Also... Aviator sunglasses turn me on. AMAZING!
Music: Lil Wayne, 3 Days Grace, Queen, Seether, 3oh!3, The White Tie Affair, We The Kings, The Ting Tings, Lady Gaga, The Used, My Chemical Romance, HIM, Linkin Park, Green Day, Paramore, Evanescence, The Moody Blues, Avril Lavigne, Atreyu, Papa Roach, Ludacris, Mindless Self Indulgence, Hollywood Undead, Jeffree Star, ACDC, Tokio Hotel, The Killers, Fall Out Boy, Katy Perry, Taylor Swift,Aerosmith, Coldplay, Frank Sinatra, Incubus, Bullet For My Valentine, Taking Back Sunday, All American Rejects, Motley Crue, Pink, Van Halen, KISS, AFI, Billy Idol, Lynyrd Skynyrd, TPain, Alice Cooper, Akon, Spice Girls, Johnny Cash, Guns n Roses, Justin Timberlake, The Lonely Island, Rihanna, Nirvana, David Bowie, System Of A Down, Marilyn Manson, NIN, The Rolling Stones, The Doors, Eminem, Amy Winehouse, Snoop Dogg, Backstreet Boys, Elvis Presley, Marilyn Monroe, Shania Twain, Billie Holiday, Disturbed, Meat Loaf, Rob Zombie, Blink 182, Michael Buble, Dashboard Confessional, Michael Jackson, Chris Brown, Blondie, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Cascada, Ozzy Osbourne, Breaking Benjamin, Prince, Buckcherry, Poison, Britney Spears, Panic! At The Disco, Jefferson Airplane, Vampire Weekend, The Submarines, The Cure, Janis Joplin, Hey Monday, and I keep getting into more music all the time. It's like my drug.

Movies: Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Harry Potter movies (esp. 5 & 6), Pineapple Express, Milk, Full Metal Jacket, Pirates of the Caribbean 1-3, Twilight, Phantom Of The Opera (2004), Romeo + Juliet (1996), Rent, Girl Interrupted, Cry Baby, Pretty In Pink, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Goodfellas, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Wedding Crashers, Billy Madison, The Goonies, Candy, American Psycho, Requiem For A Dream, Pulp Fiction, Anchorman, Dodgeball, SLC Punk, Walk The Line, Finding Neverland, Grindhouse: Death Proof, Talladega Nights, The Heathers, Jawbreaker, Donnie Darko, Lost In Translation, Interview With The Vampire, Grease, Spiderman 1-3, Star Wars, Animal House, Better Luck Tomorrow, Superbad, Dawn Of The Dead, Be Cool, The Wedding Singer, Footloose, The Lost Boys, Gremlins, 10 Things I Hate About You, The Waterboy, Sin City, Hot Fuzz, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, The Libertine, Wall-E, Super Troopers, Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, As Good As It Gets, Batman Begins, The Dark Knight, Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, Detroit Rock City, Napoleon Dynamite, The Crow, Fight Club, Back To The Future 1 & 2, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Shaun Of The Dead, Happy Gilmore, Secret Window, Ghostbusters 1 & 2, Sixteen Candles, The Boondock Saints, Employee Of The Month, Sleeping Beauty, The Breakfast Club, Zack & Miri Make A Porno, Knocked Up, Fantasia, Halloween (all originals except 3), Memoirs Of A Geisha, The South Park Movie, Benny and Joon, Office Space, Fanboys, The Notebook, St. Elmo's Fire, Friday The 13th movies, Nightmare Before Christmas, Saw 1-5, Don Juan De Marco, Beetlejuice, Edward Scissorhands, A Knight's Tale, Scary Movie 1-4, Never Been Kissed, Not Another Teen Movie, Panic Room, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, That Thing You Do, The Blues Brothers, The Little Mermaid, Clerks 2, Juno, X Men Movies, Fantastic Four 1&2, Alice In Wonder Land, Sleepy Hollow, The Benchwarmers, Dodgeball, Mean Girls, Tommy Boy, Dazed and Confused, From Hell, The Grudge, Bullet In A Bible, Cowboy Bebop Movie, Sword In The Stone, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, Cinderella, Nightmare On Elm Street, Aladdin, The Longest Yard, Blow, Black Sheep, Ed Wood, Peter Pan, Donnie Brasco, Chocolat, Hook, Tokyo Drift.

TV: Queer As Folk, The L Word, Standup, Intervention, Obsessed, South Park, Family Guy, The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson, David Letterman, Late Night With Jimmy Fallon, Conan O' Brien or Jay Leno or whoever the fuck it is now!, 21 Jump Street, Law And Order: Special Victims Unit, SNL, Robot Chicken, Scrubs, I wish I could watch True Blood and Dexter but I don't have those good channels ]: Celebrity Rehab if it ever comes back! Anything with Dr. Drew! Love him.

Books: Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone, Harry Potter and The Chamber Of Secrets, Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban, Harry Potter and The Goblet Of Fire, Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix, Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince, Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows, Missing Angel Juan, Baby Bebop, I Was A Teenage Fairy, Violet & Claire, Echo, Wasteland, Witch Baby, The White Horse, Tithe, Speak, Memoirs Of A Geisha, lots of Stephen King, tons more. I love reading. [:

Quotes I like:
"Of the days that I have lived, only those I spent with you seemed real."

"in order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different."
-Coco Chanel

"I'm not good at future planning. I don't plan at all. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. I don't have a day planner and I don't have a diary. I completely live in the now, not in the past, not in the future."
-Heath Ledger

"imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. and when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. if they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them."
-Marilyn Monroe

"some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next..."
-Gilda Radner

"don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want. go for it."
-Heath Ledger (10 Things I Hate About You)

"whatever doesn't kill you simply makes you... stranger."
-Heath Ledger (The Dark Knight)

"you know you're the shit when people you don't know hate you."
-Paris Hilton

"within ourselves lies a drive, a force that only makes sense to us. it is that force, that drive that can make a person crazy. crazy is only what you make it. in the past people have been trained to think that crazy is a negative thing, but I repeat, crazy is only what you make of it. crazy is a state of mind comprised of desire, anger, knowledge, courage, fear and devotion. crazy is what makes a man and woman fall in love, crazy makes a musician and artist talented. crazy makes a dying man take his own life. make what you will of this, but I can not believe I would be any better off sane. therefore I am, and will remain, crazy."
-Marilyn Monroe

"love me or hate me, I promise it won't make or break me."
-Lil Wayne

"I don't want everything to add up to the perfect equation. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion, heat and madness. I want it all."

"I've built a wall. not to keep anyone out but to see who loves me enough to climb over it."

"when I grow up I want to look back and know I did all the wrong things for all the right reasons."

"a wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
-Marilyn Monroe

"I know it hurts. but it's life, and it's real. and sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and its pretty much all we got."
-Garden State

"sometimes we stare so long at a door that is closing that we see too late the one that is open."
-Alexander Graham Bell

"we're all damaged in our own way. nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us."
-Johnny Depp

"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
-Marilyn Monroe

And yes, a lot of the Marilyn Monroe quotes are overused by sluts who think that she is someone who they should want to be but what they don't realize is that she may have been beautiful and worshipped and successful and wanted but deep down she was very very unhappy. I don't want to be like her, I just agree with a lot of things she said and I find her very interesting. She will never be duplicated or outdone, and no one will ever know everything that went through her brain. I don't really truly believe anyone ever completely understood her. I think she was a beautiful person, but very damaged. Maybe thats why I'm interested in her. I don't know.

Celebrities I Love/Think are super mega awesome foxy hot (call me a starfucker, I don't care): Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, Helena Bonham Carter, Alan Rickman, Tom Felton, Drew Barrymore, Marilyn Monroe, Seth Rogen, James Franco, Heath Ledger, Paul Rudd, Winona Ryder, Shaun Morgan, Scarlett Johansson, Michael Cera, Dane Cook, Greg Giraldo, Elizabeth Banks, Gerard Butler, Brandon Flowers, Lil Wayne, Rob Pattinson, Billie Joe Armstrong, Amy Lee, Grace Slick, Jim Morrison, Jamie Campbell Bower, Molly Ringwald, Gale Harold, probably more I can't think of right now. I'm celebrity crazy.

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